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IT SHRUNK!

Thursday, June 2, 2005 6:20 PM CDT

IT SHRUNK!
IT SHRUNK!
IT SHRUNK!
IT SHRUNK!
IT SHRUNK!
IT SHRUNK!
IT SHRUNK!
IT SHRUNK!
IT SHRUNK!
IT SHRUNK!
IT SHRUNK!


Did you hear me?????????????

IT SHRUNK!!!!!!!!

Dr. Sacks showed me the scans today. Dave's tumor was big in April. It was growing across the corpus callosum and there was a streak and a satellite lesion on the left side, as well as growth of his tumor on the right side. Today's scan shows very little tumor left. There's a rim, but it's truly amazing. Truly astonishing.

We started the CPT-11/Avastin combo the end of April. His symptoms got better right away. Now we know why.

Answered prayer number two million and seven!

And not only that, but Dave continues to improve, and is ready to come home tomorrow. We'll continue with the CPT-11/Avastin. Dr. Sacks said, "We just have to watch it really carefully so we don't kill him with the side effects!"

God is so good. We gratefully, humbly, tearfully accept, cherish and celebrate the miracle he's granted us. Thank you for your prayers, those prayers are the building blocks of Dave's healing, built on the rock of our Savior.

Love, Shelley

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